Turned My Life Around..

Recently I had an incident Life changing and painful I lost someone I truly loved I handled it wrong and dangled As I sat in my closet Taking all those pills I could feel my life slipping Throwing off all hinges and reels I couldn't understand What kind of person would lie and leave I over my hospital/mental facility stay Realized He just wasn't for me.. I came to a conclusion I come to love too easy So I withdrew myself from all love And now I share no chemistry When I ask myself questions And then answer them in return I feel as if I was tricked Into life lessons that were meant to purposely burn These days I take things slow I learn more about those who interest me They may not like to wait But I come first and foremost protectively