Turned Jesus Down

Donkeys are never carried Hens never miscarry Cows don’t hutch Pointing fingers, the norm A person killed by his persona My ego shadows my vision My fault lines… eyelided by ignorance Ego contesting with my vision Mission straying from vission Literaly a juvenilled dead man walking Unconsciously delayed my blessings Forgot my bridal vows To dine in my fathers house Thinner and thinner I grow everyday ‘’Forgot’’ to eat the daily bread Been full of boos and roasted meat The last time I remember I Turned down a date with Christ Our wedding has no guests He said its my failure to invite guests Our home will be boring No value no guests no music Forgot time in his house, Met a new lover He showed me how to spend How to pass time Apparently the ten commandments Just cock block fun Even Drunk dad knew the church Mama cries every day in prayer Used to feel the pain… Soul Numbness been imminent With time I lost his number When I needed him He was not on my phone book My new boyfriend Lucifer Well let’s say he left with everything he brought Just got a message that he was passing by My friend batimayo called loudly So will I I will bow down and remind him Of how beautiful I was I will do my lashes for him He took lashes for me Manicure pedicure tone my face in foundation He is the firm foundation Prepare a meal for him Not bread a surprise meal I know he will come with the daily bread Invite some guests over I know they need to see him Wait for him I know he will pass by I mean He can’t forget us Our smiles our miracles Our fellowships How we used to blend perfectly I know him he is soft hearted He will restore me I know He can’t just pass two people gathered in his fellowship He promised me that