Tug of War

Standing here at this alter I don't know what to do I'm suppose to be happy But I'm feeling sad and blue Torn between what I want and what I need Lord, give me some mercy please Looking into your eyes, makes me realize That I have been lying to myself Because I'm in love with someone else Someone you trust and knew But still you have no clue Of this passion I have for another I'm sorry to say he's close like a brother So I join my hand with you Knowing that our love will never be true Before God and man I have to take a stand And do what is right Even though its a hard fight So I will close this door Still in a tug of war....