Trying To Make Amends

I want so bad to call I want to bad to text I can't believe after only 6 months It's so very hard I take one last look At all our old text And I just can't fight it anymore So I do what I know I shouldn't But with the tears already falling I didn't feel I had much to lose Though when ur vmail picked up I quickly realized I was wrong The tears turned into a flood And my heart felt like it was slowly being pulled from my chest And then my phone rang The world stopped And as ur pic popped up on my phone I stopped breathing I tried to clear my throat as I answered And to my surprise u actually talked to me And though u didn't say The things I so desperately wanted to hear It did me good just to hear ur voice My heart was racing As I tried to hide the sniffles From where I'd been crying I swallowed my pride And somehow found the courage To say things to you That I've never could Sum questions were hard to ask Still I pushed myself to do so And I think just knowing That I got them off my chest Knowing that I had the courage To say those things with u listening Made me feel just a lil bit better And though u may not know where things go from here I'm not gonna give up I'm not gonna stop trying Baby I still love u With every beat of my heart And I will go to the ends of this earth To prove to you its true!!!