Trying

I don’t know what time it is I just that know enough has passed since I saw you, Talked, Touched the valleys of your face, your rough face. I don’t know if I can live like this I just know that I can no longer hear you shouting, Crying, Telling me I haven’t changed, changed at all. I don’t know how to manage the emptiness, I just know that it feels like body deprived of food, Hungry, Stomach aching to hold you again, hold you one more time. I don’t know if things will stay like this, I just know that I cannot lose hope, Die, Because when you return finally, I want to be human for you.