Trying (My Secret Sin)

Trying to find someone who cares Trying to find someone to provide a breeze of fresh air The moment I do, I mess it up So eager to comment Steadily trying to guess your trust Who would truly want to bless this dust Put everything in a plus and make it a must I’m trying to find that person in the back of my mind I’m trying to find a better reason to live than a line How can I hate you When you so honestly demonstrate what is true Memories are tainted pictures you painted I’m stretched and jaded Yet in front of my eyes you live one Every triumph I fetched is faded Yet I stand here wondering how we get alone I’m trying to find a shoulder to shrug I’m trying to find a person to hug