Try

I'm trying to listen, to just listen to the music, but all I hear is you, whispering to me, saying those sweet words, the ones I now only hear in my dreams. While I sleep I see you standing there, telling me we can still be friends, but that means nothing to me. I try to hold back the tears, but all I do is cry into my hands running, running away, far away to wherever there's nothing to remind me but there's no such place so I'm trying, trying so very hard to just listen to the music.