Truth Lost

He doesn't love me Could I be blind? What of the words He spoke to mine? I felt the love, At least believed, His words were true. Was I deceived? Guarded castles Surrounding seas, He masks his heart And all his needs. Love in my soul, Too close you came. For that, he must Cast you away. Your secret truths, Bestowed to him, Did he receive As on a whim? Commitment lost. But was his true? Was love I gave Misplaced and used? Come back to me, O' words of waste, Refill the void That I now face. Foolish heart, is No pain enough? For this one, must You always love? Forgive me, Soul, Where loss abides. Propelled to want What's now denied. 'Move On', he said. That I must do. Beginning again, I look for truth.