Truth In Lies

Why when I know someones wearing a disguise DO i give them a chance to blind me with their lies I'm just so alone, I can't even find a home Now I fear I am forever destined to roam The places most find undesirable I feel forced so why am i held liable So gone I can't even cry myself to sleep I just can't get up this hill its just too steep Look into my eyes what you'll see is pain Make the same decisions and you won't feel sane But it's so boring to live a life that is plain These demons just can't be slain I don't wanna go back to where I just came So I'll just commit to this life of shame Then I'll have no one but myself to blame Lock me in a cage because i will never tame