Trust Me

How does one prove himself? Do you display loyalty? Earn trust? If so; how? How do you show loyalty? Is trust even a real thing? I often say I can't even trust myself Never knew why, just a saying Now I know why When a person has a secret Their first instinct Is to tell someone else If they do, they lose some trust in themselves Without knowing it Sometimes we say "Oh no, I can't trust myself" In a jokingly way But what we fail to realize is that Everything we say can be perceived another way