Trust and Pain

Trust, pain, who are you? Its all I feel, you are inside me all the time, Trust, pain, will you ever go away? I have been hurt too many times, cause I have been crushed and hurt, from expressing my lines of poetry to the wrong crowd. Trust, pain, its all I feel 24/7, I don't know how to start believing, in my self anymore, Trust, Pain, whenever I reach out, I get scorned, and hurt, so I only know one way to relieve my pain, and that's to disappear!!