Trust

find it hard to trust don't know if I can believe what people say wondering if people who say their your friends just say things to pacify you. not only on the internet but in real life how can you trust who are your friends wish I knew how do I know that you are my friend and not just someone who likes to control trust is hard when you have been hurt hard to get back when you have been treated like dirt can I trust you to hold my secrets can I confide in you my inner thoughts can I trust in you or not say whats in your heart say how you feel is it true or just surreal don't like to hurt like feeling peace all this distrust needs to cease please be there for me show me you care send me a sign that you are there