True Love Pushed Away

Thinking back to the day I thought we would never part Then suddenly my life would change Going through a terrible time My mind would drift away Parts of life I needed to rearrange Although my mind was not alert By my side you would always stay Even as my heart slowly drifted away I chose false friends over true love A love I will never find again During this time feeling so far away I made this world my world Only caring about myself Thinking I wanted to be alone You never gave up on our love A love that I did not show Again you stayed at my side I continued to push our love away For this I will always pay Pay with this terrible pain It has been so long I realize the mistakes made I Never meant to hurt you I was consumed with myself I Know that I was wrong Still you mean so much to me Now I see you with someone else I pretend that I don't care Inside I'm hiding every tear Sitting by myself Thinking of you and the times we had Our song is played on the radio "And if I can't have you right now I'll wait, dear" My life is filled with regret I pushed true love away Everyday I look to the sky A tear is cried and I ask myself, why?