Trapped

Sometimes i decide that i need to move on. Then i realise that i cant, i remember You, i cant help it, this feeling just goes on and on. It feels like it'll never end, like an ongoing flu. It's gone too far, now i hate loving You as much as i do. i wish i'd never met You, it's pity i cant change the past, For my future i can control, never again will i ever do This to myself, because now i know, it will never last. But deep inside, i'll always wish for Your love. Life has become a living hell now, noboby can change that. i really do want to get over you, but i'm stuck, i'll never move forward or back, 'cause im trapped. You're the best and worst thing that's happened to me. i wish i could get rid of this curse, get back to the old me.