Tragic Magic

My wife was a magician and she loved to perform magic. But something happened that was devastating and tragic. She tried to perform a new trick that was called 'The Burning Box'. The goal was to escape from a burning container after unlocking two locks. But she couldn't escape from the box like she thought. If you're wondering if she survived, sadly she did not. I should've known that she couldn't do it, I should've known that she would fail. Her body was burned so severely that she lost her life and her beauty as well. When she said what she was going to do, I should've put an end to it. I should've put my foot down but I was ignorant and I really blew it. I shouldn't have listened to her when she asked me to trust her. Now I'm a bitter and broken man and life no longer has its luster. I can't eat or sleep and people have been saying that I look pale. I let my soulmate do something stupid and now life is pure hell. (This is a fictional poem)