Toxic Relationships

You made my love a convenience just needing me whenever you want me used and misused, selfishly I knew there was something fishy But I didn't want to explore the fish in the sea But now I see what you truly wanted I just refused to believe Why do we let others continue to hurt us when we know their intention was never to heal You got desires Using me like a spare tire, there's only one In case of emergencies I have an emergency but hate hospitals And I can't seem to figure it out myself What to do, what to do Guess I'll continue to let you choose Because being ignored is worth less than being used p.s. at this stage I'm confused...