Tormented Soul

I ALWAYS HAVE BATTLES,RAGEING IN MY HEAD. IM ALWAYS THINKING,I'D BE BETTER OFF DEAD. I JUST WISH THAT ONE DAY,THAT MY MIND WILL BE FREE. OH WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE,THAT WOULD BE. THIRTY NINE YEARS,THE SPAN OF MY LIFE. IS ALWAYS FULL OF TORMENT,AND STRIFE. I PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY,TO HELP ME PLEASE. TO GET RID OF MY ANGER,AND MY MENTAL DISEASE. I FILL REALITY SLIPPING AWAY,UNTIL THERES NOTHING LEFT. BUT MY INSANITY,AND EVENTUAL DEATH. WILL I BE REMEMBERED,WHEN IM GONE? OR WILL I BE FORGOTTEN,AS TIME GOES ON? I ALWAYS FILL ALONE,AND AFFRAID. I CAN'T CARRY ON, THIS CHARADE. I WILL ALWAYS HAVE, YOUR PERFECT LOVE YOU GAVE TO ME. BUT ITS JUST NOT STRONG ENOUGH,TO SET MY TORMENTED SOUL FREE.