Too Soon

So i'm sitting here, with me is Mr and Mrs glass of wine and Madison cigarettes They aren't really saying much to be honest Save the allowance to sip and sniff them respectively. I'm struggling to dump my misery and misfortune on them Doesn't look like they listening anyway So I dump them And sit with my thoughts instead Which brings me back to point zero Where I had to watch you leave Say goodbye because that's what dear dictionary Commanded me to say Not that I actually find any good in this goodbye word I mean our meeting feels like just yesterday Knowing you was like discovering myself Found another reason to thrive and survive Let's forget what 'they' say That... We part to meet and vice versa That its nice meeting you see you next time And all that kinda 'nothing lasts forever' thing But then we can't just pretend that this reality is extinct All the same why not turn everything that's worth fighting for Into nothing just to have it forever I was getting so comfortable seeing you everyday Talking about nothing for hours Doing the silliest things on earth together Ohh I wouldn't finish it all So just as I, left abusing those substances So am I ,gonna leave these thoughts And lay down Hurt and cry myself to sleep In which I'll just toss and turn in the darkness until dawn And be tortured by the reality Of you having gone too soon.