Too Much, Too Young

Looking back, i should have listened to what they said to the advice they gave but i did not and look at me now Two children later, my daughter deceased, a son of two and inside i am still a baby myself made to grow up Act your age, thats what they said but how can I do that now I am nineteen but have soembody other than me to consider I will always be here, is what most of them said two years later where are you all there not friends Decisions, decisions my options were open, i chose the wrong one and now i must deal with it for the sake of my son I have done too much, too young