Today Is Your Day

Today is your birthday, March 31. I wish I didn't feel that this date was cursed. Its been almost eleven years since you've moved on. I've missed you so much, since you've been gone. I'm so sorry for everything, you know what I mean. But I didn't know how to handle it, I was only sixteen. I wonder how different life would be if you were still here. I want to know what it would be like to go out with you and get a beer. I am not good at letting out my emotions, I just carry on this repression. But its my actions, not yours, that are causing my depression. Today is a day we are supposed to celebrate. Today I will remember what it was that made you great. I just wanted to let you know, that I am still happy to call you my bro. Before this day comes to a close. I will give you a present, on your grave, I'll leave a rose. I Miss You.