To Think You Were Lying To Me

Night are when I need her the most, but she'd rather spend those nights in a whole town's bed. She keeps telling me, she'll always be here for me, but where is she now when I need her around? Clearly way too busy for me. After sleepless, selfless nights I gave her, giving her constant help to break her bad habit with boys who won't ever love her, ones she fell in love with, but really wanted to screw her because she was that easy. After years of building her confidence up on things she never knew were there, but I saw shine in her and finally seeing the truth in her when she said, she loved me. Well, she wanted someone to remind her what she missed hearing and wanted to hear once again. Drowning in my last beer, I've finally reached my last nerve to give her this good-bye that, well, I deserve. After days of being wanted when she really needed me or when she had no one to hear her out. Remind her everyday how beautiful she is or how strong she really is. So, f*ck you. F*ck those bridges I built for you because, there burnt for you. F*ck all the chances I took for you and would always. F*ck all the nights I lost so much sleep over you because, I was worried and wanted to make sure you were okay before I closed my eyes. F*ck the nights I laughed with you. F*ck everyday you spent making me care about you, but come to find out you use me to fill those holes in a heart you don't have when boys can't. so f*ck you! F*ck everything about you for pretending to be my friend.