To Myself

Lesson learned from all angles. The truth could be found on this piece of paper Stand up and look at yourself The reflection is clear but everything around you Is dead. The world seems different from some one else's perspective I randomly think of others perspective. Lost in my mind now and not in this life I lost my mind Or maybe I just cry from what's inside. Confusion. Illusions. Seeing is believing. My soul wants to do more but my body keeps retrieving. Breathe kid because it all could be a dream. Or is this reality really my reality ? I stop to think,I over whelm my brain. I can't even explain to myself. Is it all a game? That's what this is, all a game. Because we choose the pieces to move And then complain when we start to loose it. How could I be mad at the fact that You were the one to mess up When I wasnt even paying attention.? How could I be mad at the fact that You were the one who got played to begin with? I can't blame and deny any thing in my life any more. Even when the skies burn in flames, The love that runs thru my veins Will flow with rage The rage to love better, do better, live better. I have the power to stop this cycle. I have the power to destroy it like a cyclone. I have the strength to move on Even if this energy is too strong. I can feel it and I can see it. No longer blinded by minor things in society. I now believe that I could breathe. The truth is I am the realest My emotions, my thoughts You could feel it. You can see it if you only try. Adjust your mind and things come in due time