To My Star

Why are you doing these to me , my darling ? Those thoughts are boggling in my mind from last morning . I suddenly thought you want me to suffer in pain. Later realized , you din't want me to die in vain. I thought you would come for me , giving me a shoulder to cry. But you did come, and patted my shoulder to try. As a friend you gave me happiness and memories. But as a best friend you made me think about other's worries. I don't understand what you say almost half of the time when we speak. But indirectly , you make me strong by pushing me down weak. You have been saying , I m an inside-the-box kinda person. But just in a short span of time, you taught me a lesson. Suddenly, I wondered why you cared about me so much ? Hope this would prevail , on a teak wood touch ! I m depressed and I feel strange, I have have mixed feelings though, I get into a point of complexity when you leave me and go. You say everything is planned and it is happening, I regret now , for not being planned from the very beginning. TO BE CONTINUED...