To My Angel

A little more than 2 years has passed The time has flown by so fast Still wish I could talk to you Tell you about my someone new I look up and whisper to the sky Wishing we'd never said goodbye It's so different now without you here Though you weren't always so near I could always call you on the phone But no one answers now that you're gone Scared you voice or face will fade Even with all the memories made Not just my mom but my best friend My secrets you kept until the very end You still hold a special place in my heart Worlds away but apart Grateful for our time spent Not sure if you know just how much it meant But I do spend a lot of time With you on my mind And little things that catch my eye Something purple or a butterfly It’s the little things that get me thru And make me feel a little closer to you I miss the sound of your voice and your smile After all it's been a while If I close my eyes I see your face I think back to that time and place I remember crawling up in your bed We decided on the movie Ted A first for both me and you Now a favorite memory I cling to We laughed so hard we almost cried But I haven't watched it since you died Afraid if I do I might cry But maybe one day I will try And I know somewhere up above You're watching over me with your love I know I couldn't keep you forever After all I'm old enough to know better But my heart wasn’t ready to let you go I know you know I miss you so Sometimes more than I can bare Losing you was so unfair And though I know you're in a better place But here in my life there's an space Cuz no one can come close to The bond I shared with you My mom and my best friend Now gone, now my angel Doesn't mean that has to end You're in my thoughts and prayers too Momma I Still Love You!!!