To Late

I know now, that you loved me, with your heart and soul, and I know in your mind, that you had a goal, you wanted me more, then just in your life, you wanted to make me, your forever wife, I know all this, because you told me, all the time, but I was unwilling, to make that climb, you gave me everything, on a silver platter, I never thought in my mind, that I'de see your brains splatter, because with one little word, I tore your heart in two, I never meant to hurt you, or to make you blue, I believe you were wrong, when you said,"you won", I just think it was an excuse, an excuse to run, So with that gun, to your head, you left this world, way to soon, now me and you will never watch, another rising of the moon, so in this poem, I just want to let you know, I loved you much{ditto}, but I have to let you go.. good-bye my love