To Die Again

I dream of an everlasting happiness, whether here in life or into my strife, Another day, to wake and dream, nothing more that my God can bring, Letting go of the sorrow and yesterday’s tomorrow, I no longer weep into his arms, I begin to feel safer and calm, A Sway of hallucinations can’t hurt me any longer, emotions don’t linger where they were once stronger, My purity destroyed and covered with pain, has helped me again to remain, Reality wept sadness and regret, and still you’re love was kept, A tear became two, they no longer grew, A destiny’s fate became forsaken with hate, Sweet temptations begin and evil surrenders, I ‘m not a possession for him, but only to sin, I become alive in this lullaby, and once again I die, “Hope come closer into the darkness”,” surround me with your new sadness”,