To Be Left In Shambles (The Misery Psalm)

I kept on thinking of you How you just left me in shambles and formed my heart into a boulder Blocking my will to ever love again You left me because of something that you could handle but....you didn't want to Because you didn't care....but I did I cared for you even if I wasn't privileged But you left me in grief You left me to be destroyed Within my own sorrow Which disturbed my peace Even if you did hurt me badly I must forgive you Because it releases the pain of hatred and dispitefulness For I shall not hate you but wait for the day You sahll come back to me Because I know your pain and want to release you from it So you can be finally free and breath in so much air that your happiness shall spread Through this earth like wings and cover it with your ever loving kindness For this I wanted for you But you rejected it To only leave me in shambles.