To Be Honest

To be honest, I think you look amazing. To be honest, I admitted that I was in love. To be honest, being cool is worthless. To know love is powerful. To see through the dark sides of secrets we hide. To feel loved is powering. To be complete is what I feel now. To understand the things I go through is harder then telling a lie for me. To be honest. To be honest, I'm afraid of the future so I live in the past. To be honest, I feel as if I'm hidden in your mind. To be honest, this secret is hard to keep when you're lying awake unable to sleep. Am I crazy? No, just a bit insane. Am I able to be who I truly am? No, some say it's just a fairytale. Am i in love with someone? It's just a secret like my name. Love is my lover. Hate is a secret we bend and break our back to keep to sustain our fear. Just a lovesickpoet writing down her deep dark secrets. Ironic? No just suffering through the distance of those who have demons controlling them. Creepy? Maybe just define Creepy and you'll figure out that secret.