Thoughts

I smile fading into the darkness of my room quiet and unaware the feelings about to flee my head. Being alone is one of my biggest fears over thinking is the issue silver coming out red, regrets and wishing I was dead, hurting the ones I can't stand to see sad it's not my fault the monsters in my head want me dead. Craving my tears and full attention being alone is a big fear of mine because I can't ever trust my head it goes from thoughts of happiness to wishing I was dead.