Thoughts

I Didn’t Ask to Fall in Love With You, It Just Happened" 05-21-15 I Didn’t ask to fall in love with you, it just happened I try not to Love you When i awake in the morning I still am in Love with you You want me to feel what you feel It hurts to think about you touching me but makes me warm to think about I don’t trust guys all that well I’ve never been touched or felt up, Though longed to cradled I know you aim not to hurt me I shouldn’t because it's wrong I should because you’ve opened something inside of me that i’ve never had before Lover after Lover, I’ve left or been left Love is not easy Nor easy to come by I been someone’s Angel, Baby or Goddess But never belonged or allowed to be owned by another Too Stubborn Too Foolish is what I see in myself with this challenge The pattern formed when you showed who you became in the present, As I lay and Dream I vision the impossible You pulling me Touching your face as you lay your hands around my waist My blouse unbuttoned Your breath hot as mine I lay sweet kisses around your neck I take thee into my arms and show what I hold inside Though Sexual Though Passionate Though Exotic and Intangible Though Hearts so pure and untainted with undiscovered worth Hidden behind the mask of anger and attention You let me know your more than the words you sprout for attention and fear You have a soul I shouldn't feel what my heart won't allow me to act upon To feel your touch The smell of your skin Those Beautiful Brown Eyes, make mine drip What you feel in your heart makes mine jump on pins My mind says no My heart says yes Tempted to you, tempted to not Though will never be one You're still in my thoughts .........................................Taylor Nichole Cathey.