Thoughts

i hate these thoughts that float in my head because they are the ones that wont let me go to bed and they are all about you night and day even when I pray i cant get you out no matter how loud or much I shout i try to fight and hide what im thinkin inside but it always finds a way out other than in my shouts and I hate it because it always reminds me of what used to be its the strongest feeling I've had and im glad it was for you because you valued it and knew it was true i still cry at times when i realize that it wont be the same anymore because you have left me and walked out that door