Those Dreams

So excited, so afraid So determined, so scared I feel as though A new me is coming out I hate it and love it I don't want to grow up But this is the way it has to be So cold, so lonely So fake, so phoney I wish we could just stay young And keep the same ones on our minds It's hard to work and move on When you've been this way for so long But this is the way it has to be So hesitant, so unfaithful So big, so far