This One For Natan

#4 I remember that time When our eyes caught a blink of a sight His smiles that taught me much His eyes that showed the burning fire The beauty of his wrinkles and flaws That’s when his imperfections become perfections Such an amusement when first time I saw you When my heart accidentally decided that I know it’s you Though I know we could never be together Though I know, I was just stupid That these distances make us apart I distinctly remember That sunny day of December When I finally confessed The feeling that I couldn’t hold anymore And when it’s time for me to chose Did I just admire? Or did it love? Parts of me shrieked “Yes, you just admire him!” But there was a shout within me A single shout that I abandoned Whispered gently and softly “You love him,” And yes, I love you. Natanael Dharmawan Auwdinata