This Is My Life

I have my brother hurting me I have my sister hurting me I have my love hurting me I have my dream hurting me I have my heart far away calling me I have the pain deep inside destroying me I have my words explaining me I have my tears washing me I have trumpet in the morning awakening me I have lover far away singing for me I have the compass at dark pointing for me I have the tornado tearing pieces of me I have the crying in the lonely walk of me I have sunshine shining every piece of me I have the ancient unsatisfactory bothered me I have the wondering wolf in the wild of me I have shaken hands with every sunset of me I have the stars falling to my heart at the night of me I have the blood splash when you destroying me I have the kindest words when you say love me I'd appreciate if someone correct the sentence as I'm new in English poem.