This Is Me Letting Go

i've got to find a way to take my mind off her a way to forget what we once were a way to move on, to let go, once more i've got to find my way out the door the one thing i cant stand; to see you lie one thing you cant resist and i dont know why one thing that could tear us apart i give you the key; still you rip out my heart i try to live life, be happy, and have fun but lately, of the three, i have none i'm not saying that i blame you... but i wish you had told me you were only passing through i dont know what else to say...its done and over i dont know maybe i got a defective clover or maybe my luck has just run out, who knows i'm just going to shut my eyes as we draw to a close i had a good time. i lived and i learned that some things are given... but the best things are earned im starting to believe that all that was true ...was the love i still have for you and only you. i just wanted you to know ...this is me letting go