This Is Me

THIS IS ME!!!! I’m weird, I like coloring my hair and wearing weird cloths. I always feel alone even when I’m not. Most of the time I feel sad. I always put on a fake smile for my family for they can see that I’m fine but really I’m not. I feel like no one cares... I like being alone because I could be sad and cry and no one would know. Some times I wish people would see how unhappy I am. I try to be strong but truth is I’m not I’m weak I cry a lot I just want some one to hug me and say every thing will be okay. The only one who knows that I’m unhappy is god. My family means the world to me so I put on a happy face and act strong for them. I really miss my mom but nothing I can do about it she will never be the same person. I make a lot of mistakes but I learn from them and it helps me better myself. I feel like I can’t be in a relationship because I always mess it up. I hope one day I could just stick with one person. I may not have any friends but that’s ok I rather be alone then be called a **** and a whore all the time from some one who’s suppose to be a friend. I was always that weird girl any time some one would walk past me they would say o it’s the weird girl again. I rather be weird then normal. I try to be happy but I just can’t do it. I’m always sad and always will be. I’m not. Most of the time I feel sad. I always put on a fake smile for my family for they can see that I’m fine but really I’m not. I feel like no one cares... I like being alone because I could be sad and cry and no one would know. Some times I wish people would see how unhappy I am. I try to be strong but truth is I’m not I’m weak I cry a lot I just want some one to hug me and say every thing will be okay. The only one who knows that I’m unhappy is god. My family means the world to me so I put on a happy face and act strong for them. I really miss my mom but nothing I can do about it she will never be the same person. I make a lot of mistakes but I learn from them and it helps me better myself. I feel like I can’t be in a relationship because I always mess it up. I hope one day I could just stick with one person. I may not have any friends but that’s ok I rather be alone then be called a **** and a whore all the time from some one who’s suppose to be a friend. I was always that weird girl any time some one would walk past me they would say o it’s the weird girl again..