This Is Me

Love these days seem so non existant, So everyone, I keep at a great distance. I'm a complicated woman, This I know. But what can I say, My heart can no longer glow. Not in the Spring. Not in the Summer and not the Fall. Not even with the Winters snow. I wish It were different, I wish I could change. But at least this way, I will never have to feel the pain. So please try to understand, And please try to see. Please forgive me. I'm sorry for this is the real me. I keep a smile upon my face, To keep everyone from knowing all I need is a persons special embrace. The tears, I will never let you see. For all my real feelings, I am hiding withing me. My fears, I will never tell you They are to many to list and they are all true, Though I act tough, I'm really not harsh and hateful Oh this, I wish you could only see. I'm sorry, for this is the real me.