This Feeling

I never know this feeling Or how it came over me So if you’re asking me to explain I know I’m going to sound crazy All I know is that since we meet You’re taken up full residence in my mind And all the other occupants Move out that very same time And every time we talk This strong feeling become so rapid And I keep thinking of you Every moment, every second it’s all I did Then one night sitting on my back porch Looking at the millions of stars above But all I see was your face And then realize that I was in love the moment i hears your voice my love starts to over flow and i have fallen so in love with you more than you could ever know And the rapid build up of emotions And the happy but lonely feeling in my heart And though I have never met you It hurts so much to be so far a part I long to hug you, to hold you close To smell the fragrance of your hair To see your smile, to look in your eyes To feel safe in your arms without a fear I have never prepared for happiness I just didn’t make up the bed Because when my heart was wounded I left the knife in and just let it bled So I never give life much though I look in the mirror and see a zero And although I was this very lonely soul To my friends I was like a hero For my father use to always tell us Always try to be extra kind to all Respect every one for us all are the same Never pass some one when see them fall And every time that you have to give If its any thing or if its food to eat Always do it with the kindness of your heart To make other needs or hunger complete For god is always around us And will reward us for what we do So I try my best to follow his words And god bless me to meet you