This Cancer Thing

I lie here awake,I just can't sleep. The things,I think about, are just too deep. I pray to God,my soul to keep. I should look,before I leap. I tossed and turned, and tried my best. I really did Lord,try to rest. I thought and thought, I must confess. I just failed your very best test. This cancer thing, isn't that easy. It makes my stomach very queasy. I get so tired and weak I just can't speak. By the end of the week, I have reached my peak. I have so much ,I need to do. But, most of it Lord,I do for you. I need a break, for every ones sake. My soul is not ready for God to take. So,please bare with me, and help me fight this thing. Into my life,peace you will bring.