This Love

Oh my love ever dear to all my existence I can never look away , from the man you’ve always been from the start even when times may change on us from time to time I will love and lose those who have always been a part of my life in so many ways ; You keep me a stronger woman in every single way I’ve seen you in the days long since past ah but even prayers go sometimes unanswered even in the dreams which have been worth nothing more than pain . even your name means to me death ah but please spare me the pain which has lost all purpose in this life , I will never look away from the night’s mysterious aura which is now shrouded in darkness more so than another time gone long ago ; I will go on wishing to someday make that difference which no one else ever could in all those times melding into me so long ago in his caring arms smoothed over in love so astonishingly beautiful in every way it truly is to me now .