Therapy
M y voice is sinking and my words won't come out
I ’m bleeding from the inside until the blood find its way out
N obody is by my side but a bottle of pills
I quit taking them but this pain I have to kill
N obody loves me cause I'm not good looking and charming
E verytime I tell a girl I love her, why do I always put myself in harming
W henever everything is going fine, it soon becomes low
M y stares then becomes blank and I'm starting to lose control
W hen I leave the house, I put on a force smile
W hen we hang out I make everything worthwhile
T hen it's back to the house as I begin to descend
P ain was from the start and now nowhere does it seems to end
I believe in my faith, it got me to recover from being a drug fiend
N ow its slowly fading as demons are trying to intervene
T here are good days but bad things happens between them
M elancholy clown as the stage lights begins to flicker and dim
I s it really a dark force that is teaching me hate??
A nd wants me to lose my very own possession..my faith
I 'm sorry if it sounds like I'm complaining all the time
B ut this is what I'm feeling & Im trying to cope in form of rhymes
Copyright © Tevin Ta | Year Posted 2013
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