The Worst Type of Tears:

I hate crying. Not the puffy faced, sniffling, headache giving kind. That ones bad, but this ones worse. This is the kind of crying where you can't breathe and you feel sick. Your just sitting there thinking and all of a sudden you feel terrible. Then you notice your shirt is soaked from silent tears streaming down your face. You feel a whole new level of sadness. A little anger, a little bit of grief, despair, stupidity, and yet some happiness. But you feel awful and you can't stop. Then you get dehydrated yet as soon as you force yourself to drink some water your back to drowning in tears and choking on held in screams. And that is the worst type of crying. (10/3/13)