The Weekend

I had a dream of you last night I forgot which came first You or the dream of you People may think that I’m crazy I sit at the same spot every weekend Waiting for you to show up People may say that I’m mental Waiting for something that never comes People may think that I’m stupid I keep revisiting the place where you took me Hoping someday I will see you again Even you don’t recognize me But I still recognize that feeling As I promised "I will always love you" No matter where you are and who you are with I'll always love you Do I sound crazy? Hoping for a thing that is impossible to have I  didn't mind wasting a whole day waiting for you I didn't mind the time that I wasted, just missing you I dont believe in God But for you I put my knees on the floor Begging God to bring you back to me When you left, you took everything with you You are the source of my oxygen When you left - I'm breathless You are the source of my light When you left - Im lost without you If I can choose I want you to be my final destination Because you are where I want to go You are a home that I never built You are the last thing that I want to see before I close my eyes You are the reason that I sew my mouth So I dont feel another kiss from another man Your name is the word that I want to draw in my body I've completely lost myself over you My brain won't stop replaying our memories, Repeatedly You are everywhere, almost everywhere I see you are everywhere But so untouchable I hate every weekend that I dont spend with you I wonder what kind of girl replaced me Did she love you as I do? Was she on her knees when she kissed you? I can't imagine things that you do without me... That thoughts unties my shoelaces