The War Inside Me
i must write i must not be alright,
i see the image in my head,
it's unsaid what i read but you mislead,
the point i point out,
about the writing on the walls all over the floors behind closed doors,
secrets that you start to regret for even knowing,
they take your soul has you feel your getting old,
you try to hold the strongest bond,
that turns the best of us,
to stone in heart, pond filled with grief, as the thief steal your best deal that makes the real be the heel of your fall,
all them looking beyond the walls.
running through the meadows,
singing the lovely songs,
in your head as your lips speak,
snows falls covering the land,
a enjoyment at peak, think the wonderful words melt off your tongue,
red cheeks bright, laughter through the night,
feeling the rush in your heart,
what a start: love lust just bring words to discuss,
peaceful place makes you don't want to leave,
but the leaves sprung new spring filled with doves,
enjoyment fills above your toes,
feather weight brings you closer to fate.
i walk the same road,
down this road you can see,
the burn trees and see me,
standing where i made the wrong,
how long will it take to fix,
this pavement that crumble,
to the right side i feel mix,
emotions inside my mind,
i try to find the words to express myself,
a war that torn the mind,
you can still smell the fire in the air,
the sky is no grey beautiful blue alive,
I give my fighting hand a hand to defeat me,
yes me if you understand that in a mind,
two personalities live in
duality, my castle stands tall,
i won the war for more i tell myself,
i won't fall my walls are strong,
im lonely inside my castle i haven't had any see inside,
wait that's a lie this one girl did,
Taylor was the first to see the damage,
i manage to myself peaceful but she couldn't handle,
now i write on these walls that tell the stories i leave behind.
written: 4/16/2015
Copyright © Daniel Perez | Year Posted 2015
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