The Void

I had once believed it was gone But I was ever so wrong How dumb of me to think I could fill it................. I hurts so deeply now And the tears burn hot As they stream down One at a time I had only hoped to be Happy................. To enjoy life I wished to share it To love Family and friends Along with Her How foolish............. To think that way For it will never matter She will never love me I know this.................. And it kills me so much And the hole in my heart grows bigger That void that consumes Me......... I have lost my chance I tried by very best And it wasn't good enough Not even close That is what hurts the most.......