The Undending Lies

Beautiful memories of a broken child Sing for the ending but fear its grasp Awake into nothing and hate what is left A passion for leaving and a love for its theft So self-destructive, I’ll choose again Russian roulette will tell me my name So I’ll dance with deciding I’ll win once again I’ll trust in your hatred It’s all just a game The blood is now dripping I feel my thirst This pain’s just beginning I’ll make it much worse So I start to breathe it This flowing lust I dance with its essence I can’t get enough The lies are unending, this life is lost I’m tired of pretending that I can breathe Hatred and fear will save my eyes They’re too busy burning within the lies Sold and forgotten, I died at birth My soul is still rotting so I’ll make it worse I’ll throw out the loving I’ll build my wall I’ll force in the hatred I’ll laugh as I fall The blood is now dripping I feel my thirst This pain’s just beginning I’ll make it much worse So I start to breathe it This flowing lust I dance with its essence I can’t get enough Deceive what is in me I ask you please My body’s unwilling But my mind must feed It still tries to escape me It evades me in time So please can you kill me I’ll be free from my lies