The Thin Line

I hate how you're always on my mind Invading every thought. You're in everything I do, You are everywhere I go. Can't play the radio Every song about us They sing about love- The happiness, the pain. I hate how I remember exactly how your day goes The time you wake and shower Your work, your path Every hour. I hate that I can picture every detail of your space The place we'd sit to laugh and talk The smells, the sounds I can't erase I hate the memory of your touch The feeling of your bed Your smell your taste The love we’d make. The hammock, that tree A gentle evening breeze. So close together, My favorite place to be. I hate the words you said to me "You are my one, my baby, God, please never leave me" How I felt so loved by you each and every day With words and music A funny line You always found a way. The house we dreamed of By a quiet lake Two dogs, a porch Together we would wake. I hate it all Every minute every day, I hate how with ease you walked away. I hate the days I miss you, the days I cry. But I love you still tho you said goodbye.