The Struggle Within

As I walk my own path to god, I hear many voices telling me what's right or wrong, All these outside sources screaming trying to bend me towards their will, What's right and what's wrong? As I seek the answers of wisdom and spiritual growth, I longingly gaze into the never ending sky, I ask why do these things seem to be one to many and why, Which voice guides me to the path of truth, Which voice leads me astray away from you? As I pray into the darkened night sky asking for reasons I wish I knew why, My heart flutters in anticipation, What comes and what goes? Love is something my heart desires, Will god bring me to the heightened hour? Which religion paves my way? Or should I let me heart run astray? If there is even a chance for something more than this world then let my heart embrace it and protect it with everything inside of me. Will love guide the way? Will heaven be far away? Believe in me to find you if you exist.