The Stars Are Brighter On the Outside (Of the World)

a view of my current state of mind minus the tour guide rather the annoying person who acts like they know it all but really doesn't have a clue sometimes i think i might just be one mood swing away from doing something incredibly stupid maybe this is the creative breakthrough we've all been waiting for probably just another breakdown from another underachiever i've been waiting a year for something good to happen my whole life is divided by a series of time spent waiting multiplied by many slips and falls beginning to think that maybe this storybook ending is for the birds and not the boys i've been longing for an adventure but to busy planning a funeral for my greatest failure i'm well aware that i think way too much when more time is spent on thoughts than on make outs (houston) we have a problem can't help but feel like the world is passing me by in the night i struggle just to get out of bed every day and start it over what if 3am didn't exsist? i forgot what the morning looks like when you wake up to it compared to beating it to a sunrise. life as of late sleeping less and thinking more working my way out of certain tendencies by lying to myself everything i do is as pretend as you make me feel