The Spectrum

My life, It's spinning in circles, I'm going around and around, It's too crowded in here, And I can't breathe. It feels like I'm suffocating, In this heated room, Where were you when I needed you? It's like you see right through me, You don't see me as I am. Your vision's distorted, It feels like my life's so discorded. Everything seems so wrong, No matter what I do. I don't even know what I can do. I'm on both ends of the spectrum, Waiting for the love and lies, That you're constantly feeding to me. I've tried and tried to show you, What I can do, and who I can be, But it doesn't matter to you, Because you don't see me. You never saw the life in my eyes, You only saw me cry, So why did life have to happen this way? And why do I have to put up with all these tricks. It doesn't feel worth it. I BET It's not worth it.